Some thoughts, mainly random rantings. I was 23 when I started this blog, and as time goes on some thoughts will remain the same, some views may change when I am no longer the observer but actually the performer, in this play that is life. These thoughts simply reflect a bit of the chaos that plays through my mind every day as I take a moment to observe the little details that I encounter along my path.

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

A delicate balance between Conformity and Dissolution.


They say,the early bird will catch the worm ,however it is the second mouse
that gets the cheese.
What about the worm? Do we need to be late or early if we are the worm?
It is funny how we create and dictate standards, but the earth
rotates, its always night whenever it is day.

Thinking about the story I heard when I was little about how a foolish
boy dropped a shilling in the night and lit a twenty dollar bill to
find it.
But what if that shilling was a collectors piece, what if it was worth
nothing but to the boy it was given as a present from his late
grandfather?

Things should only have value for us based on our intrinsic relationship and
attachment with it, and not be dependent on whether or not everyone around us loves it.

What we love should be just that, what we love, and not because
everyone else loves it or thinks that we should...

Society the big churning and spinning wheel that crushes our minds and
instincts, makes it to a paste and then cannibalistic-ally feeds it
back to us so that we can all suffer form the degenerative brain
disease that forces our thinking, our deep feelings to adhere and
conform to popular thought.

When do we lose sight?
Adhering and conforming to beliefs to be the best of what? The best of
what everyone else says we should be?

We're all made up of cells working together, that antagonize one
system and then provide synergistic input to another.
Individual existence is a myth, the untainted or unaltered mind is also a myth.
Free will? or the inability to conform being born out of an intrinsic
soul purpose or programming from birth for another role?

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Happy New Year!

For the oddest reasons, I kept the walls up, secluded in seclusion, it was so dark, I never even realized that light was missing!

Denying myself a passion that sustains me.


Hello Bloggers, Happy New year!