X-men III

so far this is the best of all three.
if you haven't seen it as yet what are you waiting on?
to all of my marvel comic brotherhood!!!, hell YEA!!!, even clapped, cried, laughed and just simply exclaimed oh Sh*T!
this one is by far the best!

graduation/birthday

Yesterday was graduation and my birthday as well. At the beginning of the year I had been very excited for that day but I guess we never know what to expect in life. I got caught up in the complexities of life and so on Thursday night I found myself struggling for sleep, with a distant thought somewhere in the back of my mind that I was graduating the next day.
It seems as if I have not blogged in forever.
Anyways the highlight of everything, raj let me doggysit Boo for a couple days!!!!!!!!!!

reflecting

I guess it is oftentimes good to make a complete fool of oneself when we are still young so that we still have the excuse of youth and the opportunity to learn from mistakes so that life becomes more enjoyable and optimism becomes natural as time continues its long path.
I choose this color because it is bright and reflects hope and happiness.

Durga Asthmi

It was on the 8th day that the demon Mahisaasur was slayed by the Devi and peace was once more maintained.
Today I did not think that I would make it to the temple for the night of the Asthmi, because of a 6pm class, however at 8:45 I walked in there, even made it in time for the devi mantra!!!
I cannot explain how fulfilled I felt that I found myself in the temple today, I knew that I was meant to be there!
During the Navraatri period, the fasting is more like a cleansing of the spirit, as I realise that probably my biggest demon lies inside of me and that the course of my life, and planes of heavenly bliss or the fires of hell are controlled by my thought. I can either let the demonic qualites overcome me or I can defeat it with a greater love for man , for humanity, for life.

An auspicious Time

We are in the Nauvraatri clelebrations now and the air is filled with an energy that can probably only be correlated to Shakti as now we are more focused on it. I was feeling a bit disturbed lately and on Friday night I decided to go to the temple, upon seeing the Devi in all her glory, the misery in my heart was quelled, I had found myself in the embrace of the divine mother.

A bit of an explanation of the Shakti, in looking at the aspect of God as the static (shiva) (potential energy) and then there is the dynamic or shakti (kinetic energy), of the universe, has always been there, never lost, just simply converted from form to form.

Last night I had a rather difficult time sleeping, I felt as if there was something that needed to be done and I even woke up several times during the night trying to figure it out.
It was in the morning that I realised my restlessness, In looking through some papers I found my Gita and started reading it, everything seemed to fall into perspective. In looking at the events of my life so far, I realise the purpose of each player and every tear.

My view of the world is slowy changing and in doing so, my responsivness to it is changing as well. I am finding it harder to exist in the physical world and be affected by the normal emotions of everyday life.

In this time I believe that our inner demons (basal qualities) are aggrivated because they are brought out in the open against the auspiciousness of the celebrations. Durga ( the invincible) manifested whenever there are demons to destroy them. The kundalini that rises, destroying all ego and vices. It is up to us to not give in to these demons but to seek the blessings of the Devi and to overcome these demons and find ourself in peace. In doing so one finds a contentment and pecefullness in life that keeps a constant smile on their face.

Thoughts on the restore point

I had once thought about how the computer has a restore point so that we can go back to a period of life where it did not change. well since the hard drive got burned out I lost a lot of files, some incomplete poems thougths and letters written to myself.
Reflecting on this I am glad that I lost them.
having held on to them so long, now I am finally free.
thinking about the immortality of words, the destruction of these files somehow helped me to let go and focus more.

The critter in my shoe

It poisoned me! In a delayed hypersensitivity response I started to suffer with swollen legs and an intense pain in the spine, tiredness, my skin was hurting and I was overheating! Man that critter got me good!

A surprise in my shoe!!!!!

This morning I am rushing for school so I ask mummy to grab my shoes, I usually keep them outside because I am too lazy to carry them inside, I didn't put on my socks as yet and I slipped my foot into my shoe and something moved against my big toe!
I screamed and threw the shoe then looked inside and a lizard was looking at me!

Wore very uncomfortable shoes to school today because of that and I keep on feeling this weird sensation on my toe :S

Bird flu: A sign of the end times?

Saw this in my e-mail:
"The Bird Flu or deadly H5N1 virus has grabbed the headlines again. In the past few weeks the dreaded disease has infected poultry virtually all over the world-and now it's infecting humans! Could this global pestilence be a sign of the End Times? " Left Behind Prophecy
I hate propaganda like this that just tries to freak out a population.

If one would read a tiny little bit, of course not! Google immune system people and read a bit.
Sure let the government stop molecular research which could provide a vaccine and lets obey the laws of one particular sect right...Famous quote: God helps those who help themselves, so what should we do? Cower and hope that bird flu disappears or try to understand learn more about it so that we can defeat it.

In the world of viruses and bacteria they are a pretty competitive bunch, probably the immunization for it would come from being afflicted with a less virulent critter.
there is always going to be a part of the population that will not be affected. So in the mean time stop freaking out about doomsday and try to learn more about this disease.
jeezums think! Did the plague wipe us out?

The little secret to our survival lies in our ability to mutate just like these strange viruses.
for the sect that is banning evolution theory, you might want to look this over before you bash it and demand that it not be taught.

Thinking...

"When one sees the same person everyday..they wind up becoming part of that person's life and then they want the person to change. If someone isn't what others want them to be then others become angry.
everyone seems to have a clear idea of how other people should lead their lives but none about his or her own."---Paulo Coelho The Alchemist

This one little paragraph struck me quite suddenly and then I thought about cultures and society and how much I despise it, not actually despising it for what it is but the way in which it tries to force the mind to think a certain way and act a certain way.
I wish to be able to see the world through the un-tainted eyes of a newborn.